Should I go or should I stay?

I need help from outsiders to open my eyes, I would appreciate it if you helped untangle the spider web I have created in my head. I've been with my man for 6 years 7 months the last three living together. I was madly in love but right after our first year under the same roof he got drunk and said harmful things to me such as "You ruined my life" "I?m with you because our baby" We have a 3 year old. I blamed the alcohol and went on with life. But the following year things got worse he would, out of frustration say hurtful things such as "I�m sick of you" "This is my house" "You are old"Yea I'm older than him. Anyway this obviously took a toll in our relationship, he became less loving, more withdrawn and less communicative. I felt lonely, sad and abandoned. Then my sadness transformed into rage, I �d snap back at him. I became less loving. The funny part is we were still having sex two to three times a week. Only then did I feel wanted, loved. Recently we had another argument, he reminded me that he was sick of me and this time I acted differently I told him I was also sick of him and that in no time I would be out of his hair. I stayed in his house until I was finished packing during this time I hoped for him to say something, but he didn't say anything or stopped me from living. It�s been three weeks since I left. I even moved to another city. I go from good days to bad days feeling sad, confused and angry but over all I miss him despite everything. We have had little contact, some friends claim to have seen him sad. Do you think it would be wise for me to try to repair our relationship or are his acts as clear as water that he wants me out of his life?? I really need male advice. But gals feel free to share your thoughts. Thanks Ms.Restless